whats wrong?...nothing wrong..(tipu)

when im sad,i cant pretend that im happy.tlalu byk yg blaku,smpaikan aku xtau mana silap salah aku.hmm.sedehh!tp aku msti kuat!(yessss)actually,nada yess tue sbnrnya tipu jer.aku nk cover line diri aku yg besedeh skrg nie.im still thinking whats actually wrong with me?smua org aku rase nk marah.hmm.specially,dier.sori wak.i didnt mean to but pls do understand me dear.kalau call,msti kami salu gado.and atlast aku yg kalah dan mgalah(nanges) :( mybe its comes from myself,dont know how to ambik ati dier like the other couples did.aku mmg lemah,nanges jer yg mmpu aku buat kalau aku sedeh.then terperap dlm bilik sorg2,dga lagu sedeh2 then aku akan ttido dgn sdiri.cmtu la rutin aku kalau aku sedeh.even ppl around me akan tnya whther im ok or not.i just said 'yes,im ok!' but dlm hati aku akan jwb 'nope,im really not ok now!!!!'pls,i just need him to cmfort me when im being like this.aku tau entri nie mybe overreact but aku prlu luahkan jugak.kalau x,hati aku akan saket sgt2.ok la,aku nk pg jenguk blog cik fatin suhana best baca blog die :)betol,x tipuuuuu