im just afraid of..

im just afraid of losing someone,

someone that i really cares about,someone that i really love.

im just afraid if one day i cant go through my life alone,

just because he might leave me behind.

im just afraid of fears,

but that doesnt mean that im coward enough,

im just not brave yet.

im just afraid if i broke his heart without i realized,

and make him change his heart from me to another women.

im just afraid of death,

because i dont want to leave him first,

because there's alots of things need to be done between me and him.

ya Allah,if YOU could hear what does my heart says,

will YOU tell him how much i love him?

will YOU tell him how much im afraid of losing him?

and will YOU tell him how much i miss him?

i admit that now im getting weaker day by day,

because its you turn me into this way.

give me strength my dear,so i wouldnt cry again.

so you can see a smile on my lips,

so you can hear i say, iloveyou to you every day,

until my last breath,until my soul apart from my body,

my love for you is endless.

even if one day you could find my replacement,

i only could pray for your happiness.

please dont break my heart dear.