why i wanna talk about being loyal?

setia??knapa aku suke sgt nk cakap bnda tuh?susah nk crik lelaki/pmpuan yg bna2 setia.smua org,kalau nk crik pasangan msti nk yg perfect dlm sgala hal.fizikal,mental msti nk yg tip top jer.tp,if dey all dpt someone yg x pfect spt yg stated above?how?nk put aside ke?nk buang jaoh2 ke?nk crik pdamping lain?

sy sndiri pun x tau mcm mna nk tau someone tuh btol2 sygkan kite ke x.yela,mulut cakap A tp hati cakap B.bhong la kalau kite even saye sdiri pun x pnh kena ngn bnda common cmnih.sakit sgt2,lebih2 lagi bile sy dah tlalu sygkan org tuh.tp org tuh bpaling tadah dkat pmpuan lain atas certain reasons yg x pasti.bile kite suruh ngaku,diorg mati2 x nk ngaku.last2 yg makan ati tuh sy jugak.so,wajar ke saya mnangis untuk org yg mcm nih?

mungkin disebabkan kekurangan yg ada pada sy buat die brubah hati.kalau masa boleh bputar,sy x nak smua nie jadik awak tau x.sy sgt sedeh skarang.how do i face all this?i cant lie to myself that im strong enough,actually i dont!

just want u to know that,if one day u know the truth.dont regret it at all :')

p/s:: this is my favorite song.really suits with my mood today*sigh*

i want to rest up my mind..till meet again in my next entry.

assalamualaikum