kehilangan

assalamualaikum

nothing much to say,

just feels that i lost something.

something important in my life

something who is very meaningful.

very special.

atleast ada jugak blog ini tempat meringankan beban.

kalau x,x tahu la.

dengar jer background song blog nih buat hati saya sebak semacam.

rasa nak nangis sangat2.

orang x tahu.

cuma mereka tahu untuk mencari salah.

saya x cakap pasal siapa2.

jauh sekali untuk buat korang terasa.

im just imperfect,too imperfect for someone.

here again,i sighing.

what actually happened to me?

stop.

and enough.

22 years.that's just a number

not a point to measure how matured i am.

what i've been through all over my life,

nobody ever knew

yes!

im come from a non-wealthy family.

just a simple family.

maybe some of you think that im rich,but im not.

i have no determination in life!

that's the truth!

so what?

even if im poorer,im not ashamed to admit that.

im not matured,act like childish.

the thing that i knew to do is CRY.

weird huh?well,that's me. :)

maybe the words comes out is annoying.

saya banyak kekurangan.

dan saya senantiasa sedar.

mungkin itu jugak yang buatkan ramai tidak mahu mendekati saya.

hmm.ya Allah,kenapa?

saya xtahu lagi.

dan sekarang saya demam.moga saya mampu kembali sihat macam biasa.

dan mampu nak tersenyum balik.

hope so.