Allah makes me stronger :')

these past few days.i admit that im not being myself.i just turned out to be someone else.i was all alone and sad.thanks for my friends,family for giving support for me.otherwise,i didnt know how am i going to face all this. :') to him,thanks.thanks sebab sokong saya.awak slalu pesan jgn mudah terpengaruh dengan fitnah orang.walau pun kite hampir-hampir berpisah,saya tau Allah menguji saya.

to UNKNOWN people yg beri komen tuh,saya x nak ambik peduli lagi.go on with your shit stories.if u have enough proof,show it.i wont blame ya.im not a coward,this is my blog.so,up to me nak post crita yg meng-annoy kan pembaca mcm awak.want you to know that,act with brain not with mouth

all these things happens for a reasons.dan saya sedar,semua ada hikmahnya.sy x ksah jika awak nk memburuk-burukkan saya.awak jauh lebih buruk jika awak memburukkan saya.

assalamualaikum

bila saya mula mgenali awak,itu bukan satu kesilapan.tapi itu suatu keindahan

bila saya mula menyayangi awak,itu bukan bukan paksaan,tapi kerelaan

bila saya mula disakiti awak,mungkin itu salah saya dan bukan salah awak

bila saya mula menangis disebabkan awak,mungkin awak tidak mengerti dan berharap bukan awak yang salah

mencintai awak adalah suatu anugerah yang sangat indah untuk saya lupakan

meninggalkan awak adalah sangat berat untuk saya lakukan

sesungguhnya hati kecil saya masih tersangat mencintai awak

dari mula perkenalan kita

sampai sekarang

sampai awak ada pengganti saya

i have to let you go one day if we are not meant to be

because you're not into me anymore

i just knew that.

saya x tau apa silap saya

sampaikan die buat saya macam nih

saya menangis

dan tetap akan terus menangis.

luka di hati saya Allah yang tau.

betapa kecewanya saya,

betapa hancurnya hati saya,

tiada siapa yang tahu.

mungkin selepas ini,

dan buat kali terakhirnya,

saya jatuh cinta.

hati saya sudah dipenuhi rasa sakit yang x dapat saya nk tanggung lagi

buat awak,

maafkan saya.

dan trima kasih sebab sudi berkongsi rasa sayang awak kepada saya selama ini.

saya xkan lupa semua tuh.

terima kasih juga sebab berikan derita kepada saya

moga awak berbahagia hendaknya dengan si dia.

tapi jangan menolak seandainya apa yang awak buat kt saya akan berlaku dekat awak suatu hari nanti.

awak akan rasa apa yang saya rasa.

rasa SAKIT :')

p/s- no offense.saya x dapat nk tanggung rasa sedeh saya sekarang.bagi korang yang terbaca entri saya nih,tolong faham situasi saya.saya x mintak simpati jauh sekali untuk mengadu.terima kasih bagi yang prihatin keadaan saya.

assalamualaikum. :')

its not a wordless wednesday for me

people 

just know

on how to pointing a finger

to another 

without they knowing

the other four fingers

actually pointing at them

:)

dont you get my message?

people who always tells a lie

will always be a liar instead of telling the truth.

in a relationship,

always be a lie.

neither am the boy or the girl.

unfaithful is just happen

when they think that their partner was over precautious

yet

im still mumbling like this

because all that things i've listed was happened to me

in my real life.

its was not a fairytale

at all.

to you,

i dedicate this

only you

wanting you to know that

i was never hate you

i nver betrayed our relationship

it was just like i love you

more than anyone else could be

:')

someone like you..who could not be replaced :')

as for me,lagu nih memang sesuai dengan mood saya.dont know why saya selalu nk sedeh2 jer.in fact,saya sbenarnya takut kehilangan seseorang,someone that i love.bagi org yang tau,mereka akan tau tuh sape.mungkin semua nih dugaan yang Allah bagi,untuk ajar saya supaya jadi lebih kuat,tabah.tapi dapatkah saya setabah ini nanti?

i admit that my eyes isnt crying but my heart is the one who is crying.crying alots.and its hurt too much.

sigh

just hope that 

everything will be okay.

assalamualaikum.

cleverbot

tadik tengah boring-boring sorang-sorang,saye pegi main cleverbot.haha.memang sentap jugak la nengok bnde alah nih.mcm chat ngn mnusia btol lah plak.tapi cleverbot nih is a robot yang dah di program.even cakap melayu pun boleh.:p
nak main/chat ngn cleverbot?
its here!!
:D
annoying jugak lah main cleverbot nih.siap kutuk aku lagi.bhahaha!nk menggatai pon ade!

contoh seperti di bawah

yang tulisan kaler biru tuh cleverbot.tulisan itam tuh aku yang taip.slack betol cleverbot tuh.bongok jadi bonggok.bhahahahah!

what's your skin score?

in the previous entry,i have told you about skincare products that i used.but unfortunately,that product doesn't give any maximum effects onto my skin.yeap,i admit that i have some sunburn skin problems.i want to reduce its darkness but somehow that particular products doesn't fit with me at all.

last night i watched some ads on tv.i suddenly attracted by their products which im not affordable to buy it yet.this kinda thing make me more eager to know better.teheee.its was here!!!

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Cold and air-conditioned environments cause dry skin and sometimes itchiness. Facial skin responds by increasing oil production to counter the effect of dry surroundings but this is not the case for body skin, especially around elbows and knees. Drinking enough water may serve to keep skin hydrated, but a good lotion can keep skin moisturised and supple effectively longer.

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attention:: you can also get some RM2 discount of purchasing vaseline healthy white lotion 350ml/400ml at the nearest watsons if you print out this coupon here!!grab it while it lasts.it was valid from 1-30th April 2012 :)

1 year 3 months 3 weeks and 5 days

is that days worth enough for you to leave me?

is that days worth enough for you to lie on me?

what have i done to you dear?

being more than a year doesnt enough for me to love you

i want more than that

more than you could expected.

i still remembered the day you propose me

propose to be your partner in life

im speechless

but you should know that inside my heart i was delighted

i smiled the whole day

even you cant see it

u make me fall inlove with you day by day.

you completing my life

yes you are dear.

when i cried

you know that i really sad

i wanna you by my side

but you wouldnt

now

why you changed?

whats wrong with me?

whats wrong with you?

sigh

im pretend that i smile just now but actually i dont

thanks alots for everything you have done

i will never regret it at all

because you are the best in my life

insyaAllah

till the end of my life

my last breath

my love for you could not be replaced

forever.

if you read this

i want you to know that

i still like,miss,adore,admire and love you like the first time

we met sayang

jodoh part 2

assalamualaikum

nk sambung entry jodoh part 1 yang saya dah buat few weeks ago.saya pun x tau nape saya suke sangat nak buat entri macam nih.fyi,saya tengah praktikkan diri saya x guna banyak sangat shortform dalam buat entri.takut orang yang bace lak x faham ngan ape yang saye nak sampaikan.

kalau lah saya diberi pilihan nak jodoh yang macam mane,opkos saya nk die jenis yang :

• Berkerjaya- musim nih semua orang nak carik menantu @ hasben yang kuat bekerja.keje ape pun x kesah,janji halal ape yang die buat.kalau kite dapat suami yang bergaji rendah je kite harus redha.x payah nak komplen macam hal.sebab rezeki masing-masing Allah dah tentukan.tapi bohong lah kalau dalam benak hati sanubari kau x nak dapt jodoh laki kaya sebab mengidam nak naik kereta mewah,keje rumah x payah nak buat sendiri sebab ada maid indon tolong buatkan.ahh!semua tuh mengarut,sebijik nampak macam fairytale yang ending die nampak skema semacam -.-

• Bertanggungjawab- ha,part nih yang saya minat nak usha banyak kali.bertanggungjawab kat sini maksud die,bertanggungjawab terhadap isteri anak-anak dan keluarga.beri nafkah tiap-tiap bulan,tolong cover bayar bil letrik,air,talipon dan bil astro plus bil-bil lain.haru sangat nampak di situh.tapi x kan nk suroh sang bini bayar segala benda macam tuh lak kan?

• Penyayang- lobing mobing dalam bahasa lain nye.paham x?uih,kalau dapat calon cenggini aku x nak pandang pun muke laki lain.dok pandang muke laki aku sorang je.penyayang tuh tak lah sampai makan pun kite nk mintak hasben tolong suapkan,seolah-olah macam budak kecik merengek mintak beli mainan x kesampaian.kalau dapat laki penyayang,kite mesti lah lebih extra penyayang lagi.baru lah hasben kite perasan.''eh,baru aku tau yang bini aku nih penyayang jugak.ingtkan menyinga macam jerung kelaparan selama nih''

• Hormat orang tua- kalau pergi ziarah rumah mentua mesti dok eksaited nak singgah gerai tepi jalan beli buah tangan bagai.konon-konon nak ambik hati jantung mentua supaya termasuk dalam list menantu kesayangan.kalau hari raya,siap hulur angpau cop selamat hari raya terselit duit not 50 2 3 keping tanda nak ambik hati mentua.dengan harapan mentua akan tersenyum lebar sampai ke malam sampaikan menantu lain perasan dan berkata.''eh2,pahal mentua aku tuh.agaknye dah angau kot bla bla bla..''

• Beriman- x bermaksud nak hasben yang nampak segak berkopiah pakai serban segala pastuh dok ke hulu ke hilir bawak tasbih.kalau rukun islam yang lima-lima tuh pun x pass,kite boleh bagi die sokongan suroh die lengkapkan same-same kesemua rukun tuh.kalau dia liat jugak nk tunaikan,tu dah lain kes.

semua yang saya listkan kt atas tuh sekadar buat ratapan mata.nk ikut pun x boleh jugak sebab takut lain pulak yang jadik.hehe.description tuh x yah nk ikut sangat lah okeng.hehe :)

diari saya

nama saye timah.tujuan timah curhat di dlm blog cik Gya nih sebab suke-suke jer.timah x tau sangat dengan dunia internet terutamanya yang timah taip nih.tapi timah kuatkan hati dan iman timah untuk teruskan menaip supaya bahasa melayu timah x lari ke laut sebab dulu bm timah fail.cekgu selalu marah-marah dekat timah.timah pulak cepat sangat ambik hati,lepastuh,timah pendam jer sakit timah dalam hati.sakit die hanya tuhan dan timah je yg tau.kalau timah ade boipren kan bagus.boleh jugak boipren timah jadi sandaran pada timah menangis.

pada masa timah tulis entri nih,kak Gya lupa nk logout die punye blog.jadi timah cadang nk pinjam blog die untuk timah kuah luah perasaan.tengok,awal-awal dah timah boleh bebal nk tekan keypad.memang timah bengap btol dalam bm.spoil betul.hmm.timah harap kak Gya xperasan yang timah terpakai blog die secara sengaja.kalau die tau,mesti timah kena pelangkung.tu yang buat timah cuak.

timah nak tulis ape lagik ek?memandangkan timah begitu jakun dapat menaip ayat sebegini,timah nk pesan dekat diri timah dan sesiape yang baca post timah nih supaya jangan suke nk ambik kesempatan dalam kesempitan orang lain.contohnya dengan ape yang timah buat sekarang.bersalah betul timah rase.tapi kalau timah x guna blog kak Gya untuk buat entri (bukan main no entri),timah akan rase down in the ground sekarang.timah x nak frust.timah takut timah pandai hilang kawalan dan berlari-lari anak ke laut untuk menjerit walaupun orang akan pikir timah gile.

oh my,timah x sedar yang timah dah tulis sebuah karangan dah sekarang nih.panjang berjela betul.inipun ambik masa 4 jam untuk timah siapkan entri sepanjang ini sebab timah bebal x tau nk carik abjad satu persatu pastuh taip pakai satu jarik jer.timah belom mahir.ok lah.sampai kat sini aje entri diari timah.

yang benar,

timahgorjes

siti fatimah bt hj kamil

p/s kak Gya,timah mintak maap terguna belog kakak.bawah nih timah sertakan pantun supaya kakak reda kan kemarahan kakak tuh okey

pulau nami jauh ke tengah,

gunung fuji x ade cabang nya,

maafkan timah sebab buat salah,

budi akak timah ingat sampai bila-bila.



stop being so flirtateous

nk tau tak step-step untuk success dalam ilmu mengorat?tehee.

• JANGAN HIPOKRIT

>> kalau dah btul2 admire kt seseorg tuh,ayoo kita mulakan langkah!first thing to do is,just say hi would be very the berbaloi.jgn nk over react gedik semacam bila tgok die.sebab kt sinilah permainan hormon akan berlaku.takut pulak kalau hormon unstable time tuh,secara otomatis kita x dpt nk cntrol diri kite yg over eksaited nih.just be yourself,sebab dr sini he/she akan tau sjauh mana keikhlasan kita untuk berkenalan dan seterusnya berkawan ngn die.nawaitu yg jujur itu penting.then,barulah dapat proceed to the other steps :) worth enough.

• JANGAN RUSHING

>> lepas step pertama td berjaya,jgn dok kalut nk mintak no telepon bagai.jelas di situh yg kita nih jnis yg x pnyabar.have some chit chat to his/her.then bila die dah bit more comfort with us,bole la mintak num just in case nk ajak hang out sama ke.as my own words says ''the succession of first step will decides how success the final step''-ayat tak boleh belah,sila abaikan kalau grammatical errors yg trnyata banyak di situh ye -.-

• JANGAN LOKEK

>> bab nih pnting kalau ada di kelompok korg yg gatai tangan kaki dan mulut ajak si die pergi tempat yang mendatangkan keborosan.konon 1st date nk ajak makan kt tempat yg standard mandard,high class gituh.so,xde isu berkira ke ape dlm hal nih.mne duit x cukup dlm poket skrg sila-silalah pergi korek tabung simpanan hari tua korg tuh buat tambahan.

saya rase nih jer yg mampu sy buraikan.kalau korg?ade lagi x pendapat bernas blink blink yang nk di kongsikan bersama??

from my side of view

''perempuan yang baik hanya untuk lelaki yang baik dan begitu juga sebaliknya''

...dan yang sebaliknya merujuk:: perempuan yang jahat untuk lelaki yang jahat??terlalu kejam statement tuh untuk dipertikaikan.bagi pandangan peribadi sy,kalau kita dpt jodoh yg berlawanan itu tandanya Allah nk uji kite.sejauh mana kite mampu bentuk die jd yg lebih baik.nk cakap sempurna tuh tak lah sebab as we all knows,nobody's perfect. :). kalau kite dga somebody said that si polan tuh jahat lah,brengsek lah.x smstinya kite trus nk judge and pointing our finger to them right?bg sy,kalau jodoh sy tuh kira mcm kategori sedang2 je,sy x kisah.sy tau Allah sdg uji sy.skrg nih pun Dia tengah uji sy.mcm dugaan yg Dia bagi,kdg2 sy ngaku yg sy lemah dan rase down sgt tp sy x blh putus asa tengah jalan.sy msti berdiri dan kuatkan smgt.sy pnh buat silap dahulu dan skrg bile dugaan nih dtg,sy aggp tuh sbg karma atas apa yg sy buat dulu.Allah kan maha adil.smua yg jadik buatkan sy lebih matang (walaupun sbnrnya x).Allah masih beri sy peluang untuk berubah,Allah masih bukakan hati sy untuk lebih dekat kepadaNya.cuma waktu dan keadaan yg akan tentukannya.InsyaAllah,suatu hari nti sy akan berubah,bukan dgn paksaan tp dgn kerelaan.

susah org nk judge sy nih jnis yg bagaimana.yg sy tau sy nih jnis yg keras kepale jugak.xnk dgr sgt pndgn org lain.kalau org cakap A,sy bngkang nk buat B jugak sebab sy rase ape yg sy buat tuh almost acceptable lah sgt.cepat pemarah dan sgt sensitif mmg sifat semulajadik sy since kecik.tringat dulu bile mula2 masuk tadika,i used to be a loner.tp sy snang dpt kwn sbb i used to talkative.and snang jugak nk carik gado.haha.sebab time tuh ade sorg budak got the same flip flop like me but to diffrentiates it just the size.(saiz kaki sy kecik sket dr die)kalau nk refresh balit lah kn,mmg slh sy.sebab bile time nk balik tuh,sy dgn lagak eksen dan knfiden nye serbu rak kasut kt situh.dan trus rembat slipar yg konon2 sy yg punye.bile dh blari-lari anak nk balik tuh,budak tuh panggil sy dan cakap yg flip flop sy pakai tuh it was actually hers.sy pun ape lagi,di tambah dgn perut lapar berkeriuk kriak cepatlah nk naik hangin.sy tgking budak tuh dan pap!die makan penampar slipar sy berik.hahaha.kejam kan.kitorg pun gado la,masing2 x nk ngaku kalah.

last-last cikgu kite yg sweet dtg redakan keadaan.budak tuh plak insists cakap yg tuh mmg slipar die.die suroh sy tgok kaki sy,fit ke x kaki sy ngn slipar tuh.sy xnk.pastuh kan,cikgu tuh bjaya cool down sy dan suroh sy double check btol2 tuh mmg slipar sy ke x.oh kay!!i'll check and ooopppsss!its wasn't mine! -.- sebab obvious sgt ukuran kaki kecik sy x match ngn slipar tuh.

tp sy bengkeng,sy x nk mtk maaf kt budak tuh.sy trus balik tanpa rasa bersalah.hahahaha.biasela,zaman kecik2 mmg mcm tuh.n now i think xde sape pon ingt pasal kes yg smemangnya memalukan!

time kecik,sy x suke sgt main masak2.yg sy tau,sy suke mandi sungai even x pandai berenang.mmg satu bonus bile rumah nenek kite dkat sungai.oh,its so much fun! :D kalau x pon,sy pg panjat pokok ambik buah.kalau budak bandar konfem x dpt pluang mcm nih kan?

masok sekolah rendah,x silap time darjah 1 tuh.sy gado lagi.nie plak pasal kes berebutkan kerusi.mne x bengang,dah trang tang-tang kerusi tuh sy dh booked.yg die pg gatal tangan nk ambik kerusi tuh sape suroh?time tuh kitorg x pakai tudong.so snang lah bg sy nk tarik rambut bertocang dua die tuh.at last,budak tuh nangis.tp kdg2,sy rase sy jht sgt time kecik.hehe.dan brutal.

alhamdulillah,skrg sy dh kurgkan sket prangai jht sy tuh.walaupun bg sesetengah org x berapa nk berkenan sangat dgn prangai sy nih,atleast i tried to improve myself to be more better.

kalau dulu sy x percaya sgt dgn cintas(x nk ulang byk kali perkataan cinta,so letakkan cintas) time kt sekolh menengah,kalau ade pun cinta ulat buku je kot.but now, i believe that love is exists yet i can feel it.

p/s- x nk lah jiwang bagai.nk out dulu keh. :) happy reading and blogwalking

dear,

i just you to know
that i cant live without you even for a single second

thanks for accepting and believe me.

if we are meant to be,insyaAllah we will be :)

hilang kan rasa benci ku ini

ya Allah,bagaimana harus aku lakukan untuk membuang rasa benci yang ada dalam diriku ini?

bagaimana untuk ku memaafkan kesalahan orang yang telah menghancurkan seluruh kepercayaan aku thdap nya?

bagaimana juga untuk ku memadamkan rasa dendam amarah dalam hati ku ini ya Allah?

ya Allah ya tuhanku,

adakah ini permainan syaitan?

ataupun permainan jiwa ku sendiri?

aku buntu,terlalu buntu.

aku tersesat dalam dunia khayalan ku sendiri.

oh tuhan,tunjukkan aku jalan untuk berubah ke arah mu.

aku sedar aku bukan mnusia yg sempurna.

layakkah aku untuk membenci,
dan layakkah juga untuk ku memaafi?
sesungguhnya tiada siapa tahu rasa sakitnya hati aku kala ini
bila org yg paling aku sayangi mengkhianati kepercayaan ku terhadapnya selama ini
berikan lah aku petunjuk dan hidayah-Mu ya Allah..
agar hati ku terbuka untuk memaafkan mereka
kerna aku yakin KARMA sentiasa ada
dan membalas perbuatan mereka
aku bukan meminta kejahatan diberikan kepada mereka
tetapi aku ingin mereka sedar
bahawa
hati ku ini
bukan mainan semata-mata

im just afraid of..

im just afraid of losing someone,

someone that i really cares about,someone that i really love.

im just afraid if one day i cant go through my life alone,

just because he might leave me behind.

im just afraid of fears,

but that doesnt mean that im coward enough,

im just not brave yet.

im just afraid if i broke his heart without i realized,

and make him change his heart from me to another women.

im just afraid of death,

because i dont want to leave him first,

because there's alots of things need to be done between me and him.

ya Allah,if YOU could hear what does my heart says,

will YOU tell him how much i love him?

will YOU tell him how much im afraid of losing him?

and will YOU tell him how much i miss him?

i admit that now im getting weaker day by day,

because its you turn me into this way.

give me strength my dear,so i wouldnt cry again.

so you can see a smile on my lips,

so you can hear i say, iloveyou to you every day,

until my last breath,until my soul apart from my body,

my love for you is endless.

even if one day you could find my replacement,

i only could pray for your happiness.

please dont break my heart dear.

''we always cry to get to the past, ignore the present, and dream for the future, but remember, this future will one day be the present which you will ignore and this present will one day be the past which you will cry for.''

its so true kan?i really love the quotes :)

Johnson's Naturally White Daily UV Lotion

hey dear ladies,as we can see.the seasons in our country becoming unwell-balanced at all.sometimes,kena bjaga jugak la bile nk kuar bjalan.lebih2 time matahri cecah kepale.i hate going out bile time mcm nih.automatik,kulit yg trasa putih bak salji akan gelap dan nmpak sgt stripes at arms and feets!bnci tau!so,yesterday,i bought johnson's uv lotion.dgn harapan alternatif untuk memulihkan kulit berbelang akan mnjadik suatu hari nanti.hehe :)

too long to explain those specifications and advantages.i just listed out some of it,more to my own opinion.not all the products going to be effective on our body and skin.some do's and some dont.

Anway, it says " To protect the naturally white skin and healthy pink glow you are born with, this daily SPF8 lotion with MP Sunscreen helps deflect harmful sunrays and prevents darkening. With Vitamin C and milk extract to help lighten and nourish the skin."

RAVES:

• I like it because it has a nice scent
• It is absorbed easily by the skin.
• It does not leave a white cast. 

RANTS:

• However, it made my skin sticky during the day. 

the picture belown shown my feet before using that lotion.*actually baru nk pakai lotion tuh*

*malu sebab kaki nampak sangat zebra kat situh -.-' tulah,moral of the story-x yah salu sangat mnyerah diri kat matahari.kan dah kena.*

nak camwhore sket ngn johnson's nih.kalau die mmg btol efektif,i'll thank you very much!!!!

ignore the background okeh..tggu result after few weeks later.

:)

have u ever feel this kind of feelings??

assalamualaikum

been a couples of days i didnt wrote down about my entry.its been quite hard for me these few days.*sigh*

i feel sick and i just dont know in what way i want to describe it anyway. -.-

korg pnh rase down yg tramat sngat ke?pnh rase frust?

aku pnah lalui smua tuh,smpaikan aku rase bagai jasad tak bernyawa.oh, God!feel so hopeless!i really hate this kind of feelings seriously.why im being like this?why i cant be strong like before?why it should be happen at me?and WHY????

im human being,not a heartless puppet.i have a very fragile heart that cant be touched.i was easily sensitve aboout about small things.i easy to cry,i easy to smile,i easy to get mad.

i also easy to love someone that im really in love with!hmm.

lots of mumbling here,i just cant pretend that im okay.

p/s banyak sgt typo.letih sgt2.k,till then we meet again :)

why i wanna talk about being loyal?

setia??knapa aku suke sgt nk cakap bnda tuh?susah nk crik lelaki/pmpuan yg bna2 setia.smua org,kalau nk crik pasangan msti nk yg perfect dlm sgala hal.fizikal,mental msti nk yg tip top jer.tp,if dey all dpt someone yg x pfect spt yg stated above?how?nk put aside ke?nk buang jaoh2 ke?nk crik pdamping lain?

sy sndiri pun x tau mcm mna nk tau someone tuh btol2 sygkan kite ke x.yela,mulut cakap A tp hati cakap B.bhong la kalau kite even saye sdiri pun x pnh kena ngn bnda common cmnih.sakit sgt2,lebih2 lagi bile sy dah tlalu sygkan org tuh.tp org tuh bpaling tadah dkat pmpuan lain atas certain reasons yg x pasti.bile kite suruh ngaku,diorg mati2 x nk ngaku.last2 yg makan ati tuh sy jugak.so,wajar ke saya mnangis untuk org yg mcm nih?

mungkin disebabkan kekurangan yg ada pada sy buat die brubah hati.kalau masa boleh bputar,sy x nak smua nie jadik awak tau x.sy sgt sedeh skarang.how do i face all this?i cant lie to myself that im strong enough,actually i dont!

just want u to know that,if one day u know the truth.dont regret it at all :')

p/s:: this is my favorite song.really suits with my mood today*sigh*

i want to rest up my mind..till meet again in my next entry.

assalamualaikum

pretty please,pretty!

fatin suhana really inspired me on being a blogger.i accidentally browse her blog thru google and then i started to read her blog that i think was just awesome and superb!hehe..she is really awesome u know :) << this where she simply wrote about her.cik fatin,i would personally said that i really adore u so much.hope to meet up with u one day.teheee :p *saye malu sbnrnya,tp sy nk cakap jugak* -.-

the random things

''i do never expect the best nor the worst in my life..

im just hoping that people wont misjudge me that easy..-CikGya''

i realized that satisfying someone its not that easy.satisfying everyone is really hard.to get know what other people needs and then we fulfilled it,its was really complicated.yeah,i know my english wasnt that good.but atleast i tried to make this entry in full english version.well,nobody's perfect kan????so am i..:)

rase nk buat jek tulisan kalerful mcm nih tiap2 ari,tp jari jemari sy smakin x lincah untuk mnaip dan mnekan keyboard *ketak ketuk ketak*aih,mls plak rasenye nk write down in full english.watever!

*tetiba lak rasa rindu ngn seseorang.awak rindu saye jugak ke??heheh*

actually im tired plus kpala tgah biol xde idea nk post ape bnde lam belog nih.

okeh,ASSALAMUALAIKUM smuaaaaa :D

usaha + tawakal = kejayaan

susah kan nk cari keja sekarang.most of all,smua cmpany nk carik pkerja yg atleast berkelulusan DEGREE and above.taraf org diploma seperti saya plus xde work experience sgt membolehkan saya di kondemn oleh mereka2 ini. -.-'

bkn aku x usaha,thousand times dah aku usaha nk carik keja sana sini.tp satu pun x melekat.last2,aku mgalah untuk fill the form as part time cikgu.last option and last hope!harap2 ada hasilnya.yela,dr xde langsung kan??atleast aku nk merasa bkerja tuh mcm mne b$ b4 aku proceed to the next step.

marriage??hmm,insyaAllah ada.calon dah ada tp jodoh tuh harap nya berkekalan lah :).bab yg nie kita x blh main2 tau.kita prlu kan usaha gak.berusaha untuk mnjaga hubungan dan hati psangan masing2.kalau x dijaga,mcm mna hubungan tuh nk kekal lama?

brusaha untuk mencuba sesuatu- mcm sy nie,sy akan brusaha untuk blajar memasak skrg.so,no need for my mom yg jd chef je.dlm umur sy yg smakin mginjak dewasa,saya perlu blajar byk perkara.learn things from experience make someone more mature.ingt tuh!feel awkward tp sy x kisah.haha

dlm satu perhubungan,sy berusaha untuk trus menyayangi org yg sy syg agar rasa benci dan menyampah xde dlm hidup sy.sy sentiasa ingtkan diri sy,yg sy sgt lah beruntung sbb ada yg sudi menerima sgala bntuk kekurangan yg ada dlm diri sy.kira mcm pelengkap segala kekurangan saya dan bgitu jugak sebaliknya.walaupun kdg2 di sebabkan prangai childish sy nie buat die trasa ati,sy bna2 x bmaksud untuk lukakan hati die.mungkin dr cara sy mlindungi die salah sebenarnya tp sy yg x alert.

untuk die,sy syg awak sgt2 dan moga hubungan kita kekal.itu yg sy harap dr awak.i dont expect more. :)

PATAH SERIBU - SHILA AMZAH. (Official Video Clip)

sumpah sweet lagu nih.dedikasi utk someone :)

kalau awak bc blog sy,awak akn fhm sebab sy x nk explain panjang lebar lagi.

wordless sunday for me

tgok la video di bawah,comel kan die?teheee. :)))

sy rindukan ammar sgt2,bila tgok video nie trubat jgk hati sy kt die.ini lah buah hati sy,

AMMAR IRSYAD NASUHA..

die skrg kt jb,raya je die balik sini.dlm video nih die bru jer 6bln lbh.but,he's so adorable isnt he??